April 2025 Women's Devotional Blog
Disappointed
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Oh the crowds, so many people with so many needs. The disciples had been sent out by Jesus and returned to tell him all about their journey. John the Baptist had been killed.
“Then because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, Jesus said to them; “Come away with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.”
-Mark 6:31
-Mark 6:31

What is this rest for a mother with small children, for an employee with hard labor and long hours, for those caring for aging parents, for any of us really who reside in this particular culture in this particular time?
I believe Jesus when he says; “Man was not made for the sabbath, but the sabbath made for man;” I believe what He models as a regular practice of carving out time away to pray with His Father. And I have tried to obey.
One time I carved out a hotel night stay–during a season of very low funds, and very high needs at home and in the work i was doing–we made the sacrifices a family makes to send mom away for an extended rest. I awoke in the middle of the night itching, to discover at the switch of the light a zillion bed bugs scattering every which way.
sigh.
I believe Jesus when he says; “Man was not made for the sabbath, but the sabbath made for man;” I believe what He models as a regular practice of carving out time away to pray with His Father. And I have tried to obey.
One time I carved out a hotel night stay–during a season of very low funds, and very high needs at home and in the work i was doing–we made the sacrifices a family makes to send mom away for an extended rest. I awoke in the middle of the night itching, to discover at the switch of the light a zillion bed bugs scattering every which way.
sigh.
Then there was that time at the cabin, with a water leak to fix, mouse poo to clean, and in the middle of the night the wood stove pipe pulled away from the ceiling and crashed to the floor.
What is with the middle of the night?
And can’t the God of the universe override gravity, thermodynamics, biology, and whatever other laws of nature exist to afford one of his weary children opportunity to get some rest???
Most recently, there was to be a 3 hour break in a beautiful setting. I packed my walking stick, and studied the hiking trails. But a parent in the hospital used up the time with phone calls, tears and prayers and the hike didn’t happen.
The crux of the matter is dealing with the disappointment I feel when things don’t go my way. When the expectations and plans I make for my time are not met. I am growing in trust, but still have so far to go as my immediate response to my Creator is; “i am offended with You.”
sigh.
What is with the middle of the night?
And can’t the God of the universe override gravity, thermodynamics, biology, and whatever other laws of nature exist to afford one of his weary children opportunity to get some rest???
Most recently, there was to be a 3 hour break in a beautiful setting. I packed my walking stick, and studied the hiking trails. But a parent in the hospital used up the time with phone calls, tears and prayers and the hike didn’t happen.
The crux of the matter is dealing with the disappointment I feel when things don’t go my way. When the expectations and plans I make for my time are not met. I am growing in trust, but still have so far to go as my immediate response to my Creator is; “i am offended with You.”
sigh.
And so we talk, He and i, and this One who is able to sympathize with my weaknesses, who has been tempted in every way, just as i have–yet without sin–He resets me. He realigns my understanding of His Character with the truth, He leads me to give Him the rightful place in my heart as the treasure of my life, i humbly confess my taking offence and need for His rescuing work. and i receive the balm of His forgiveness and saving grace. He restores my trust in His goodness towards me, in His knowing, more deeply than i even know, what it is to seek rest and be interrupted. He says to me; "Come, My weary and heavily burdened child. Come to Me. I will give you rest.”
I will give.
He, Jesus Himself
gives rest.
He, Jesus Himself
gives rest.
Because He is God, i reason, He is able to give it with or without perfectly carved out spaces and places.
And because i am His child, i can receive it with or without perfectly carved out spaces and places.

He’s modeled for me a persistent pursuit of time alone with the Father–so that is something I will continue to do. But because I am not in control, when the disappointments come, He alone is able to give rest anyway. My Jesus is helping me to grow in my ability to receive it. Oh what a Saviour, oh what a Friend!

This devotional was written by Mel Lucas. Mel's life is filled full with love from her husband Jeremy and their (now adult) children Daniel, Zeke, Hannah, and son-in-law Jonathan. She's been Surprised by Joy in the noise of the city and quiet of the mountains and spends her days continually chasing after it amidst the stuff of life. Mel has been on staff at Grace since 2017, currently as the Media & Education Coordinator.
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